okay so every time before my monthlies i start getting freaked out about being pregnant (what responsable young adult woman isnt?) This time its crazy! Every month for a few days to like a week my boobs get bigger, its been like that since i was 16.. I dont know if its because of the 20 lbs ive put on in the last 6 months or what but they seem to have gone up an entire cup size in like 3 days! >.< this is just weird. i am very facinated by my new chest though. they amaze me. Lol I watched my friends stomach grow when she got pregnant and i poke mine and its like i have a ballon or anything there, its pure squish lol so i'm not really freaked. I havent been having any weird cravings like i hear should happen.. just the usual chocolate and cheese cravings i get every month lol. This time i'm definately getting a test because this is just crazy O.o maybe it was because i was on birthcontrol like 7 months ago and now i'm not. I wish I understood my body. Lol I should buy one on Monday after i cash my check. *shrugs* wouldn't hurt. I'm pretty sure I'm not cause I dont think my boobs would be like BAM!!!!! xD Maybe I just had another growth spurt dealy. That would be awesome. lol