So today my boyfriend blew up on his mother. We give her rent for bills. Bills don't get paid and we get screwed for it. A few months ago we had our cat fixed and declawed. 110 dollars. His mother said give her the money and she'll write a check to hand them when she picked him up. Sure okay.. nothing too suspicious about that. So they call back a week later and the check bounced. She said she would go in and pay them the next time she went into town. She goes into town about 2 times a week at least. A few days ago my boyfriend gets a letter in the mail from the animal hospital and I open it. I figure it has to do with our cat and he wouldn't mind. I barely get to read it before she takes it out of my hand and says she'll have a receipt for the payment by next week. 128 dollars now thats owed. It ticked my boyfriend off when I told him. They got in a fight today about how she spends all of her money on drugs. She throws out there that he spends money on video games. That really pisses him off and for a good reason. His argument: His spending is legal and he makes sure he has all of his things in order before hand. She tries saying that she hasn't been buying as much as she used to, like thats going to calm him down or anything. Of course she pulls the whole guilt trip thing. "Nothing I ever do is good enough." Bottom line. We're seriously considering moving out now. Tomorrow morning we're going to talk to this guy about a place. He says he might accept cats. I might have to leave my job for a while. I'm thinking about applying at a few places in the town we plan on moving to. I'd like to keep my job I have now. I don't see why they wouldn't let me come back. Kids are leaving for school all the time and coming back in the summer. Besides, they say that I'm one of the best bussers they have. lol Anyways, once I find a car I can go back to work there. It shouldn't be long before we're able to find a car for me. Maybe Feburary. I figure if we use the money we get back on taxes plus the money we save up it shouldnt be too long, especially if we file right away.

So today feels like everything has been turned upside down and flipped around. At the same time though, I feel like I can feel the sun shining from the other side. I think if we move out, even though it'll be tough. It could be better.